Ups, help please?

[martinemonster]

First off, I couldn't sleep last night. I've jokingly stated that insomnia should be my thing, but I never thought that it was possible to lie awake for 3 hours straight just trying to sleep three hours? you might wonder, but why is she complaining because she had to wait three hours to sleep? that should still leave about five hours right? Wrong. I tried staying awake till I was tired, and I got tired at 4 in the morning! Then, I couldn't sleep.... Turns out, it's possible. So now I'm at work without sleeping last night. And the problem is, the other secretary is home sick, meaning that I have to manage the work of two full time employees, in half a day since I said I couldn't stay the whole day and she's likely to be sick a week.

In short, my problem is that I know I'm bad at relaxing, I'm bad at leaving things before they're finished (which is why, in my one week on full time here I got four hours overtime), and I suck at feeling good with myself if I don't feel I'm doing my best at a job. And so, how do I make sure I work enough to make myself feel like I'm contributing and holding up the fort, while making sure I actually get well this time? I cannot be sick anymore, I just can't. I'll go into a major depression! Please advise me.

This icon is called "Barney" and is of my personal hero, Barney from HIMYM

I took the "The Aura Color Personality" quiz on gURL.com
		My aura is... green It's quite a coincidence that green is "the color of money" because people with green auras are often motivated by a desire for power and material success. Their ambition compels them into leadership positions; if they're not on the student council, they may be planning early on where they'll go to college and even business school. Read more... What color is your aura?

Comments

[martinemonster.livejournal.com]

Fikk sove i natt da...så det er vel ikke helt ille ute med meg enda... ;)

[millsnill.livejournal.com]

Bra! :)