One day to go

[martinemonster]

Well, here I am, sitting in my apartment, wishing I was anywhere else. Somewhere I could focus. Preferably somewhere without a computer full of stuff I would rather be doing/watching than school work. I promised myself I could work on my writing if I actually finished preparing for my two bloody exams tomorrow, but somehow I doubt that I will be that effective. After all I was up at 8 o'clock sharp, and have still managed to do nothing more than eat porridge, drunk coffee and watched Californication. Now that I've finished reading my flist, I guess I should really get to work *diving figuratively speaking down into the really dull articles on historiography and historical method*

I can't wait till my finals are over and I can be social again. Right now, it feels like I'm trapped in a gold fish bowl: No way out and with people watching me.

Comments

[sortkatt.livejournal.com]

I feel for you.
Then again, you'll probably ace these things, making all your doubts and fuzzing seem silly.

Still, even exams and papers you do ace are exhausting and draining to write. Good luck!

[martinemonster.livejournal.com]

Thank you! *making me feel better*

Good person you!

[45hasle.livejournal.com]

Just one hour of fucking about after getting up isn't that bad, at least not by my reckoning.
Then again, I may not be the best role model.

[martinemonster.livejournal.com]

Hey, thanks! (I later went out and bought shoes...so there were a few more hours for fucking about. After that, I got a total exam related nervous breakdown that only Eivind was around to see. It was kinda sad, really. But at least I didn't cry.)

And now, it is time to stop second guessing and start being awesome! I'm gonna nail this thing!

[45hasle.livejournal.com]

Good luck then. I'll be looking forwards to your redoubled efforts at larpmaking next week, when you're out from under the shadow of the finals...

[martinemonster.livejournal.com]

Fair enough. But before that, I really need to have a short (15-20 minutes) talk about kids on the larp with you and Aina. It's important. And it has to happen rather quickly...

[45hasle.livejournal.com]

...but... I wanted to procrastinate...

[martinemonster.livejournal.com]

Even har sagt seg villig til å være kjøkkensjef, men kun hvis vi lar ham ta med sin lille datter. Han vil i tillegg gjerne ha flere barn på laiven i så fall så de ikke er ensomme og alene.

Hanne grasmo (wow) har sagt ja til å være kjøkkensjef. Hun samarbeider gjerne med even, men vi være storesjefen. Jeg synes det virker bedre, men da må vi si til Even at det ikke funker allikevel, og etter at jeg headhuntet ham, noe som er litt ubehagelig og vanskelig for meg. (og vanskelig å ta stilling til siden jeg har eksamen).

Så vi må snakke. hvis du synes dette er noe som kan vente en uke til kan vi godt prokrastrinere det.

Martine