Just a short rant, I promise

Do you ever feel like your life is so overflowing with stuff you need to do that there is just no way that you'll get through it all? I'm the type of person who loves having a lot to do. Filling my days to the brim makes me feel happy and productive, while at the same time making sure that I don't have too much time to think about the big things in life like: Should I ever get children? What is the point of existing? How does the world work? How can I justify my existence when I do nothing to help make the world a better place? Should I be religious? Can I be religious? And so forth and so on.

But now, my schedule is packed so tight that it is physically impossible to get through it all and still have time to be social (or get through it at all, really). It makes me feel a little bit unsocial, and that makes me sad. For instance, I just spent a week in Finland, and that makes me want to hang out with the people I haven't seen for a week, but instead I have to cancel all my social obligations to try and make up for the lost time with both my larp, work and studies. I'm sure it'll regulate itself in a week or so, but it's still sucky having to work non-stop from I get up till I go to bed with the only socializing being text messages and the occasional grunt from my flat mate (or, you know, him asking if I want to see a movie or something, me replying that I'm not done working yet).

Sigh.

I'll read my flist and get back to you about the awesomeness that was Finland as soon as I'm on top of things. I promise.