Okay, I have to dump some stuff on you guys now. I've recently managed to get something close to insomnia, something that happens quite often close to exams. Also, I just spent my last 5 dollars on a packet of cigarettes, even though I quit smoking and my fridge is basically empty (but hey, who doesn't love salmon fillets with salmon fillet for breakfast), and spent about 2 hours reading 10 pages from one of my books. Then, I panicked and decided I'd probably be one of those people who fail that exam (then I took another cigarette, and the feeling subsided).
All this was expected though, since it is the last two weeks of finals.
What was not expected however, was that we get our lecture assignments on Friday the 7th and not Monday the 10th. And I already told my family that I'd take the bus down to Arendal to visit them for my dad and brother's birthday. I mean, it's one thing to blow off reading the last two days before and exam, but to take a two day break during it is something quite different. I already bought my brother a great gift, and I really wanted to be there for the m since I haven't seen them in ages.
Then, to top it all off, it turns out that our application for money for the larp might be fucked for so many very boring reasons and I'll probably have to spend tomorrow, when I should have been studying for my other exam on Friday 7th, calling people and fixing things.
The world is winning this war, and I'm resenting it.